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http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx 


Your view on yourself:

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

The seriousness of your love:

Your views on education

The right job for you:

How do you view success:

What are you most afraid of:

Who is your true self:

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time to thank people. spot your name! :)

celina kuninaka, who stick with me through thick and thin even with the neverending minor arguments we have everyday. i guess thats what makes our friendship interesting, haha. and i love fighting with you. as in really fighting. HAHA you're the only bestest best friend i've ever had in my whole damn life. and you know what? i love you! this sounds abit.. weird. cos throughout this whole 7 years, we've never really said i love you to each other nor hug each other, right? but hey, action speaks louder than words. now you gotta know how much i fucking love and cherish you, okay?! 7 years isn't short hor. all of the memories we had, be it childish, lame, immatured, fun, whatever they are, i cherish them. thank you for being there for me whenever i need to talk or vent my frustrations to. thanks alot bff, i love you!

and i love every single person who exist in my life. esp. aabidah, nisha, joanne chong, sara, dinda, myra, sano, jasmine goh, yenfang, and everyone else. all of you stand a place in my heart. thank you guys!  aabidah and nisha, thank you. love the both of you! joanne, we need to meet up soon sistaaar. dinda, let's go out soon ok fatty bitch! myra, get well soooon darling! sano, thanks bud for those great advices. appreciate it! jasmine, i can't wait for your birthday!! love you aunty! yenfang, YES YOU NEED TO MEET ME SOON WOMAN. heeeheeeee.

and even my, you can say, used to be very very important people. like beverly and roujun. haven't been contacting at all. but, still miss you guys alot. thanks for the memories tho. i kinda miss it now. take care ok? (:

THANK YOU EVERYONE. love!

i kinda like it this way. peeping at you and smiling when you're playing the guitar. 
i don't know when this started. i don't even know it myself if it's a major or minor crush. 
but i just like you. like the way you play the guitar. how you caught my attention. 
everything about you is just so amazing. i think i'm nuts over you, that i'm hoping someday you'd be mine. and compose songs for me, play the guitar for me, sing to me. 
the only person i wanna support most during battle of the bands is, you. 

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singing relieves stress. 
KARAOKE WITH DINDA AND CEL TODAY!

it's been so long since i sang. felt really really good after singing. 
thanks girls! and sorry dinda, for singing all the songs that you couldn't understand. love you my fatty bitch. :) heehee see you tomorrow. 
we had BK for dinner. woohoo haven't stepped into BK since forever. OH AND GSS ENDS TOMORROW. damn i need to shop. 

SHOPPING RELIEVES STRESS TOO :D

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end of that topic. anyways, N level chinese oral today. 
yes, i screwed it. as usual. conversation with the teachers sucked hardcore. i couldn't answer those questions they asked. and they even gave me the answer to it. 
and i love chinese actually. but i hate it at the same time. 
contradicting. ah whatever.

busy busy busy! i'm more to like competing with time now. prelims are in 2 weeks time. i'd better buck up. WHY CANT THERE BE 30 HOURS A DAY?! sigh. 

i'm sorry to some, that i haven't been messaging or meeting you. 
but always know, you have a place in my heart. you know who you are. :)


and do you know it's really nice listening to you and your guitar. 
i love it that way. amazing how you stole my heart. :))

just when i decided to be a really good girl in school (already am actually), and pay attention in this PARTICULAR teacher's lessons, she just had to ruin it. i can't believe that ME, I, actually tolerated her. if it were to be last time, i'd shout at her and roll my eyes. no joke. if other teachers can actually manage our class well, why can't she? does the problem lies in her? or us? 

seriously, she doesn't make a good teacher. not that i can, but yeah. and like aabidah said, she have no rights. she's just scared. afraid that we'll complain about her. HA. loser. 
and just so you know, when i hate the teacher, i hate the subject. so i can forget about passing physics. 

but this time round, NO. i'll prove her wrong. that i can do better than how she think i can't. :)

end of that. so it was nice catching up with estella today. she was frantically searching for a top to buy. so funnaye. and then she accompanied me to LJS for dinns. we had ALOT of fun laughing at people and ourselves. then this guy working at LJS was laughing at/with us, i have no idea why. and he look pervertic. he winked at me. i gave a super disgusted "you're not handsome so go away" look. i'm not mean. he look really really pervertic.

anyhoos, out on a study date tmr with cel and myra. studying is fun. i'm studying now. 
ciao. :)

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i've been feeling more than a little stressed up lately.
i need to sing and rant so much. 
just so you know, it's my own way of relieving stress.

time is passing way too fast. í'm still stuck there. physics and geog is still not improving. that sucks. and i've been studying chemistry lately; i improved, a little. that's one of which that made me smile. but there's still room for improvement. i think i can do better than that. and i'm gonna study for the next consecutive days. gotta rearrange my time table and dates. aargh. on a happier note, i'm gonna go sing next sat. yipee yay, and thankieee you AC for the past few days. :)

i think i'm much happier than before. and i really miss quite alot of people. bro, you're one of them. and ed too. super miss those prata/tuition/ktv sessions. *SIGH* we can't do that anymore, for now. everyone's so very busy i guess. maybe me especially.

i'm numbed. heartaches are just too much to handle. 

AND CELINA, GET WELL SOON PLEASE. I SUPER FREAKING MISS YOU TODAY, your contagious laughter esp. HAHAHA :D

chongz, this is for you. 

had been reading your blog, and i somehow guessed whatever had been happening in your life. i don't know much, and i know you won't wanna talk about it. but hey, i'm ALWAYS ALWAYS there for you ok sister? thou we aren't as close as last time, i still love you. and i miss you alot. cheer up love. just 8 numbers away, okay? 

i love you.

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[	now playing	|	Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife	]

woohoo. i did sit ups, some stretching exercises, skipping, push ups, and jogging on the spot. i'm so gonna do this everyday. too fat; too much on the plate everyday. i'm even cutting down on the food i eat for dinner. please don't say i'm crazy cos i'm already skinny enough. i'm not. you haven't seen the REAL me yet. 
but there's someone who's worse than me, yet she continues to eat and eat, like a pig. HAHAHA someone. i'm so sorry, did i like just exposed your secret?

and, i'm so excited abt the outing with my girls this sat! luv the both of you. :)

ciao.